My boyfriends family

 hey mommas

my bfs brother had his baby today

around 4pm. & you know how everyone gets

when there is a new baby lol...well

his mom was texting me all day cause i told

her to keep me posted cause i am happy for themw ell they made his sister the god mom

which also is my sons aunt. she made the pic

of her and the baby her profile picture, now

my son has been born for 3 months and she NEVER made anything her profile picture of my child she took my son one time and his mom did the same we offered them 3xs each if they wanted to babysit cause u know every now and than you need some YOU time. even if its for a hr and they ignored it or has a excuse why they couldnt .. dont have the car , u live to far (we live 15 min not even from them) im not home , soo on and soo fourth.. well now that this baby is here i feel like my son is going to be pushed to the side they havent seen him in over a wk they havent asked me about him nothing... and im kinda upset i said something wen we were there last about it like oh when this babys born ur gonna love my baby still right like joking but i was actually being serious... and they laughed said ya .. well idkk i just feel like since his brother still lives at home and his gf lives 4 houses up that

they are ALWAYS gonna have and see this baby.nd not wanna see or have my son.. whenever they need a "baby fix" theyll just see this baby nd it makes me upset i told myself before i wouldnt let this bother me and i wouldnt care but it does nd it hurts me cause of my son.. and my son was born with little hair there baby has thick black full head of hair and thats all they are talking about.. the hair this the hair that omg his hair blah blah blah.. and idk im just down about it cause she like stoll my glow my time she got pregnant 3 months after me... and had her baby 3 months after me.. so its like it couldnt be about me and my baby it was about me her and our sons his sisters like oh my god baby my god baby my god baby its like ok yes hes ur god baby hes adorable and im so

happy for them and for our sons to grow up together  but its like i feel like my son is gonna be forgotten about nd idk what to do if i bring it up to my bf he will be like ur crazy.. i know that this babys NEW and my son semi isn't but it's like they been at the hosp since he was born hasnt texted me ab my son or asked ab him i sent them a video of him last night all i got was " aww " like ookay..

advice?

im just venting sorry :(

And i am a little jealous its not gonna be about my son anymore...