not excited

Brenda
Starting Clomid next month and I'm not excited because this journey has been the hardest thing ever for me and I've been through a lot in my 32 years, we are both healthy and my dr said it could just be unexplained if this doesn't work, I refuse to try <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">iui</a> etc bc i feel mentally we both could not handle it...I just don't know how I should feel anymore?! Hopeless sums it up... just venting