Paranoia...

Soo I have a serious problem...I keep reading about sad stories of missed miscarriages and not even knowing until after the baby has been dead for a few weeks : ( I feel so bad for all those women and wish I could stop looking up those situations...it looks like I'm just going to have a paranoid pregnancy...i only do all this reading on my free time and since I teach, the weekend is my free time...is anyone else crazy like me?!