I STILL can't orgasm thru masturbation!

Help ladies... I've never experienced an orgasm... I even bought I vibrator but nope... I really want to experience it send help, advice.. Gahh 💔 *cries* I feel like there's something wrong with me, like I'm not good enough to be a lady I JUST WANNA BE IN TUNE WITH MY 💦 SIDE OF ME YA KNOW?