so frustrated and scared!

So my husband and I are just starting to try and have a family. It's been rough as he's in and out of our home since he's active duty. I haven't had my period since October and he just got back from sea. So far I'm on day 53 of my cycle still waiting for either a period or bfp. I have taken two tests and both came back negative. I'm so frustrated! I'm nervous to take another test again in a week (since af should be showing up early next week) as I'm scared I should get the same results. I just don't know what to do! It's so discouraging to keep getting a negative result. Wish I could have lots of baby dust right now!