Baby fever

I've had baby fever for quite a while now and my bf knows it. He doesn't want any kids..like at all. So, it gets me a bit sad sometimes. I really try not to think about babies so much but it's hard. Especially since his sister lives with is and she has a 6 month old baby..I've taken care of him a few times. I babysat him yesterday and my boyfriend was watching me talking to and playing with him..he scolded me..I really love babies I want a baby of my own. I even took a nap with the baby before his mom came back to get him.. 😢 I want to have a baby..I honestly get jealous of women the don't want children end up having them. 3 of my friends are either pregnant or recent gave birth...and sorry guys..I really just wanted to get this out..there's no one I can really talk to.. 😕