Another BFN, we did our second <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a> early this month, and for the first time in a long long time I had hope and I was exited, I thought that this was going to be our month after almost 3 years of trying. But unfortunately, today I got my BFN. I'm in so much pain, I feel empty, my heart aches and I feel like I have a big hole in my heart. I feel like a zombie and I can't even cry anymore. I just want to know why hasn't happen to us? why can't I become a mother? What have I done to deserve this pain and emptiness? I don't know how much longer I can deal with this anymore.