Dear Santa

Since March, my husband and I have been TTC and its one heartache after another every time AF shows her ugly head. My cycle is unreliable anymore, for the longest time it was 25 days exactly, then it went to 23 then 21... And now, its been 26 days and I am nauseated as hell but I honestly can't stand the thought of another BFN especially going into one of my most unlucky months. (December has always sucked for me for some reason) All I want for Christmas is for my husband to not feel so let down, for us to stop wondering if there is going to be a baby #2 in the cards for us. Plus our son reallllly wants a baby brother or sister... It would be an awesome surprise for him on Christmas.