I was so overwhelmed in the beginning... two babies and I just stopped feeling human... I felt depression coming for me!!!! I ran and it seemed no matter what I did, it followed... I beat it down though, stopped it in its own tracks.. all I needed was a night to myself! As bad as I felt about it, the next day I was healed and I no longer feel like hiding to go cry..two weeks later and I still feel human! No need to run and hide. I'm sure I'll still get those feelings as I have a little boy and girl.. girls are hard! But no where near the depression I started to feel! Keep your heads up ladies! Stay positive and know that having a "me" moment is okay and more than likely what you NEED! Don't blame yourself! Get out once and see if it helps! Then have you time like once a month.. just a day here and there.