Deleting all the preg apps

I've lost all hope.. I haven't had bleeding but I've had a miserable amount of cramping... Not super painful but consistent and I've had bad lower back pain.my breast tenderness has lessened and they really only hurt when I poke on them... Nausea gone and not super sleepy anymore.. Really I only still pee often.... I tried for over a year for this pregnancy and I just don't feel good about it anymore... I'm only like 5 weeks... But I feel like I should just delete these apps. Tried to stay positive but it's not working anymore...