I need some advice!

Annie
Hi everyone, sorry to bother you all with my problems but I need some advice. My boyfriend and I are going to different colleges that are 2 hours apart. We see each other every weekend but I recently found out he is staying there for the next two years instead of transferring to my college (which was always the plan) We also both live five minutes from my college, and I have an apartment. 
I have been struggling a lot recently because I am very lonely and my depression seems to be coming back or I may just be at a low point. I don't really have any friends at school. I know that this is best for him, but I can't help but feel hurt and upset and mad. My anger keeps coming out and I'll fight with him about stupid stuff. I try so hard not to be mad at him, but I am. I just don't know what to do anymore.