I'm having pretty bad anxiety and depression lately, it always happens during this time of year and I'm used to it, but I've always been single. Now I have my boyfriend and he helps a lot, but he doesn't understand what I'm going through and I just really need a friend. He's a corrections officer and he's applying for a police officer job right now and I'm not sure I'm ready for him to be out on the streets. I mean I know it's his life and I would love for him to have this job, I love the idea of being a police wife (he plans to propose in April I think...😅)