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Today I experienced the part where everyone looks at you because your baby is crying. I have never ever wanted to be at that point but I tried everything I tried breastfeeding her and I even changed her diaper. I had to run out of the restaurant to feed her she stopped for a bit but then cried like no other baby and I felt super super bad when I got home she was still crying and I just felt bad like I wasn't trying my hardest and so I fed her she didn't want that I walked back in forth how she likes it didn't work so I decided to take her a bath I did and she loved it made me happy! Once I took her she cried again I changed her she was perfectly fine and then again cried very very bad and I rocked her back in forth and she ended up falling asleep. I am the type to put myself down cause I didn't try hard enough and I just feel super down because I didn't try and I feel like I could of done better. My baby was upset and I felt like I couldn't do anything and I don't like to see her upset cause it worries me. And now I'm like a hawk just by her seeing if she's breathing and if she's ok. I just feel down cause this happen to me and it wasn't the best feeling. 😞 (PLEASE NO HATE) ... venting sorry