Yesterday i took preg test .. i waited till 1 day before AF is due .. but befor i took it ..i put on one of the shows that i really like .. and i decided that if i get a bfn i will say to myself it is okay and i will treat myself with chocolate and hot tea ♡ .. believe it or not .. watching the show made kind of forget about the bfn :) of course i felt hurt and disappointed after seeing the bfn but it didnot last long because i jad a plan ... and i asked God to help accept the test result and God did ♡ ... God listen to all of our prayers but only answer those that are good for us .. and i know God will give the BFP and cutest baby one day when the time is perfect! ♡♡♡