Just ranting

I've been having such a bad week. Been to the hospital twice this week from passing out the first time and the second time from not feeling the baby move. Everything turned out OK just my fluid is a little on the low side. I've been arguing with my So all day he decided to leave the house and hasn't been home since. Says he's tired of my attitude. In reality I'm jut very stressed about everything going on right now I've yet to feel my daughter move and I want to just cry and cry. I don't know what to do anymore I just wish he would be here for me instead of making me feel stupid for constantly talking about how she hasn't moved. I wish these hormones weren't so bad but I only have 59 days left and hopefully they go by quickly..