not sure what's next

Isabelle
I'm almost 35 years old, been TTC for 26 month
2 failed IUIs and 2 is all my insurance will cover
Not willing to go through <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> because of other health issues and personal reasons.
Guess I'm just feeling incredibly depressed and I'm not sure what's next. 
I'm so tired of it all. So tired of feeling like something is missing in my life. 
Spoke to hubby last night and he isn't ready to look into adoption.
It's starting to hit me that I may never be a mother. 
I'm realizing that my life may be completely different from what I've always pictured.
I just feel so sad and feel like I have no one to talk to. 😭