I try not to think about it ... cuz u know it happens when its the last thing on your mind ... but damnnn af is really playing games like my af used to always show on time, same time, n now it wanna be complicated... as badly as i want a baby .. just mine , my own .. i just wish af would stop taunting me n come if thats wat its gonna do ... cuz the tests are negative... last month i said i was done trying/thinkin/focused on BD'N ... human nature is confusing when your trying to plan for it .. than the it just happen .. #Struggle af was due round the 4th-6th . Wya doeeeee🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔