Feel like I'm out

Kja • Husband and I are trying for baby #1. Couldn`t be more excited!
AF isn't due for another 5 days but I feel like I'm out. Hubby and I have been TTC baby #1 and we have been so excited to test after the ttw but I already feel like we are going to see a BFN. Its so depressing! I haven't had any huge symptoms of pregnancy and I just don't "feel" like I am. Anyone ever feel like this during the ttw? Not ready to see another BFN 😢