((((TMI)))Postpartum hemorrhoids!! ((HELP))

TMI sorry !!!When I gave birth I had stitches that went all the way to my butt that when I would wipe my behind i will feel stitches and it will hurt so much that when I felt I had to poop I didn't even want to since I knew I was going o be more in pain once I sat in the toilet ! Yes I know I may sound gross sorry but I'm a first time mom I don't know much ! I was wondering since I think I got hemoroids would they ever go away it's too a point know that hurts when I wipe again.can I treat them to go away ?😫