How do you women who haven't been able to conceive after trying for so long... get through this? I have tried to be as optimistic as possible until now. Today, it hit me like a truck and I feel a lot of pain on this, deep down. How do we get through this? I understand I am lucky because I have my 2 year old son already. But he was a breeze to conceive so I'm putting a lot of blame on myself now because I'm untintentionally thinking something is wrong this time. I try not to be envious of friends and family who are getting "accidentally" pregnant and here I am tracking everything and putting in the work. Ugh.. doesn't seem fair. Sorry if that seems selfish..😔