Loss :(

kelsey • son born 15/09/16 7 pound 1oz 💙 daughter born 08/09/17 6 pound 14oz 💖 baby girl due 14/10/20 💖
So Friday Saturday and Sunday I had faint positive tests, but phoned doctors on Monday and she confirmed I was pregnant, last night I started bleeding lightly so though it may of been implantion bleeding then this morning, cramps and bleeding heavily phoned the doctors and she said I'm so sorry but it sounds like your having a missed miscarriage. I don't know how to feel or what to do I feel gutted :( I was so excited