ugh I don't want to....,

I have a job interview today and the reality  that I return to work in three weeks has set in. Everytime I look at my daughter my heart breaks a little more. I DO NOT want to leave her! I've never left her... she will be a month old on Monday and I've never been apart from her she's been with me for near 11 months. She's going to be at daycare and start crying and not understand why her mommy isn't there to comfort her cry. My heart hurts and I don't even want to go to this interview... I want to stay home with my baby... I am really struggling with this 😩😫😭😫😭