Regretting losing my virginity

Hi I'm 17. And I was in a long distance relationship with a boy my age for 3 years. We broke up a few months ago during the spring because he cheated on me a few different times. So there was this kid I kinda liked but wasn't 100% into but after my breakup, I was looking for a rebound. We talked for 2 months and i found myself really liking him. But he is an asshole. He has these super sweet and lovable moments then the next minute, he's acting like a jerk. But i didn't care. Or I thought I wouldn't until I lost my virginity to him in the back of his car. Now I feel stupid and dirty and he won't text me back and i kinda wanna crawl in a hole and cry.