feeling hopeless for the first time.

I waited 5 months to be able to start TTC, well we were technically trying just getting nowhere because I didn't know my cycle. Now I have to just stop completely.. My SO got laid off today for a misunderstanding, I can't be too mad at him due to the situation but he should have been more thorough. Not being able to TTC is the least of my worries without that job he can't make his car payments, and without the car I can't go to school and make my share of the money for the rent and bills, and he can't go to job interviews, with out any income from either one of us we will be evicted by the end of next month. I was so careless thinking it wasn't going to happen to us so I splurged for the last two months. Money I should have saved. Also with my luck I'll probably conceive this month... I don't to bring a baby into a situation like this, I don't want to be homeless . We're hours away from our family so we're on our own.  We both applied to jobs today and hopefully we'll be employed by the end of the month. I'm usually the positive one, saying we'll figure it out but not this time. This time we're screwed.