Just need to vent for a minute

I just don't feel good. Headache, my lower back and right side of my belly hurt, I'm tired and crabby. Then to top it off my midwife calls me and tells me that she is transferring my care to an OBGYN because my last ultrasound showed concern for interuterine growth restriction. I figured we would wait until the follow-up ultrasound to make any changes to my care team. Guess not! Don't get me wrong, I completely understand why they are switching me and I know it's for the best, I'm just bummed that all these ideas of the kind of pregnancy and birth I hoped to have are crashing down.