Any Advice someone HELP ME 😩😭😭😭

So my friend come and tell me that my boyfriend texts her that he thinking about breaking up with me so the girl I am I call him and break up with him but I really miss him like I cut all the other sides dudes off for him and so we started back texting and stuff so in mind we done made up he sending me he miss me texts and stuff kisses and shit then some hours later he put on Facebook of course I'm not his friend but once again my friend is and shows me this post he put saying he single and he ain't gotta get nobody nothing for Christmas 🎄 and blah blah blah so I take a picture of it send it to him ask him about and he gonna say yea he single and he don't want no relationship and I'm really hurt what should I do because I really wanted to be with him did I mess things for good ❗️❓❓❓💔