It sucks....

It sucks because I will not know when or how long it will be until we will be able to hold our little girl. It sucks because I won't be able to pack a little bag for the baby or bring a carseat to the hospital with me. It sucks because after all the pain I will be leaving the hospital alone while our baby is in the nicu. It sucks because I will be extremely emotional. It sucks because I wont be making it to full term at. It sucks because this pregnancy is not normal.

Even though this is the negative to it im still grateful and pray our little gastroschisis baby girl will be a strong fighter and hopefully progress and heal fast so we wont have a long stay in the nicu and be able to take her home within a month or so.

My first two babies (2012,2013) were perfect stayed in until 40 weeks exact no problems and I had did an open adoption with them so I don't have them but I go see them often.

Then we decided to have a baby for ourselves (this baby) and it has gastroschisis. Just keep us in your prayers as its already been an emotional rollercoaster for us.

Thank you for reading.