Ttc Prayer(add to it as you see fit)

Max
Dear Lord, Allah, Higher Power, __(fill in the blank)__,
I understand things happen in their time but do you have to send signs to make me think it's finally my time for a bfp and H&H 9 then learn in fact it's not? That just seems like a cruel joke...
when my nipples are never sore but this one time they are, I have a weird diversion from foods I love, or my period is two weeks late!!!! This is not fun and games! Are you up there laughing? I ask please just don't give me the sign until it's the real deal, please🙏