Yesterday was my 39 weeks 1 day appointment she checked me but couldn't reach my cervix for it was to high she estimated a 1 cm dilation. I'm due December 20 but have another appointment scheduled after that if I don't have the baby by then.

Now after being checked I feel like I'm ripping apart everytime I get out of bed it was somewhat starting before my appointment but now it's 10x worse it feels like I'm literally about to pull my vagina apart just getting out of bed it pops and has so much pressure. Uhhhggg just wish I knew how much longer there is until my daughter is here. My son was induced so this will be the first time I go into labor by myself so I'm curious but also so nervous.