Will it ever happen for us?

Abbey
After 6 years of ttc finally it happened. Our 2nd US revealed it was twins, so exciting right. We were sent to a specialist because of the multiple pregnancy, we were then given the diagnosis of TTTS. We struggled through it, the pregnancy had so many problems and finally I went into labor and gave birth to my twin boys in the ER at 20 weeks. We held them, we named them, and then we had to barry them. That was 9 months ago, and we are ttc again. I'm losing hope and am starting to give up.