I think I'm alone...

This is my second pregnancy (my LO is over five months) and I don't want to show early. Anyone else not ready for the bump? I'm over 10 weeks, and my husband and I know my body/bloat and I can tell I'm gonna show early.  I'm VERY excited for number two. And I know the process of growth and the amazing feeling of a child being born, from my pregnant body. I just can't help feel blue.