Sad...

I've been crying just about the whole day. I feel like I made a huge mistake I'm due in 5 days and can't help but thinki chose a shitty partner to raise my baby with. I've never felt so alone I my entire life. My partner can care less about me or my feelings. We live together yet spend no time together . We don't even sleep in the same bed because he prefers to sleep in his sons room with him. Can't even remember the last time we made love or cuddled. I really don't know what to do to shake this feeling. Just want my baby boy to be here already he'll love me unconditionally and I'll be there for him and love him as long as I'm living.