At first I was upset now the next day I couldn't be happier I have two young ones 20 day old and 15 month old and trying to breast feed wasn't working I didn't feel close to my nb as I did with my first and because I always always saying no or telling my 15 month old off while trying to feed I wasn't feeling close to him either it was always feed lillie put her down deal with dante then burp lillie back to dante etc felt like I was getting no where I don't know why I even did it to myself I couldn't be happier