I know I shouldn't choose but I've been thinking.

So this is my first child. My whole family wants me to do a normal birth.. only thing is I'm not down with that. I know sounds stupid I've just been thinking I'd rather a c-section.. I have 2weeks & 5days left my appointment is tomorrow. I wanna tell my doctor I'm worried about what my family will say. I know it takes a while to recover. If anyone has had one could you explain to me what you had to go threw?