I'm trying every day so hard to think positively. We've tried for 2 years, had 2 very heart breaking miscarriages, and now I couldn't be any happier that I'm almost 10 weeks pregnant with my 2 rainbow mo/di twins. But waiting out this first trimester is hard. I'm so scared of losing them. I don't have my next ultrasound untl I'm 12 weeks, my last ultrasound was at 8 weeks. And this waiting is emotionally killing me. I know my hormones are also a little out of whack but I just sat by myself this morning and cried. I'm trying not to be scared and I'm trying to be positive because I've never made it to 10 weeks before. My friend also doesn't hold back anything when she talks to me. Asks me if I worry about losing them, asks me if she thinks I'll even get past the first trimester. She's just always negative, and it got to my head and made me worry :(