he got cold feet

Brittany
I'm so frustrated. 
This will be our fourth cycle of ttc. Hopefully now with being treated for ureaplasma, and a thickened endometrial lining, we're going in to this month with no issues. Well just for the hell of it, and to actually SEE if I ovulate with the time glow estimates, I bought an OPK. And that just Set him off. He literally almost made me cry, saying "well I can hardly take care of myself, we don't need another kid." And "we shouldn't have to force it, it should just happen". Then proceeded to bring up his ex, and state how it took her years to get pregnant. We already have one kid together. And I'd understand if this was something I just sprung on him. But for the past 3 months he's been completet for trying to have another baby. He's even talked to my fat ass stomach and telling it to just let me have a baby. When I was late last month he was so hopeful we were pregnant. We have expressed to each other how we wanted to try for another baby. But the OPK just totally pissed him off and made him jump overboard on the idea. So I guess my baby dreams are coming to an end for now. It's kinda shitty, and I'm hurt, but such is life. Good luck all the ttc mommas and baby dust to you all! ❤️