so frustrated!!!

I've been having contractions since yesterday morning. They are now six minutes apart and range from a 60 to a75 on the little monitor thing at the hospital. Unfortunately my cervix doesn't want to dilate so I'm stuck in eternal hell. I am so miserable and of course I have tried absolutely everything to get myself to dilate. The house dr sent me home because "even though most would induce she does not feel comfortable inducing me" and I should just take Benadryl and sleep through the rest of my pregnancy. I don't think I can handle 4.5 more weeks of this😭