Getting angry part 2

I just wrote a post about being so ridiculously angry at nothing.

But another thing! WHY is everyone acting like I have no idea what to do with a newborn??? Why do I have to hold someone else's baby "for practice"??? I'm a newborn photographer I WORK WITH NEWBORNS I KNOW HOW TO HOLD A DAMN BABY. I've worked in daycare for years I know how to change diapers I swear to god I'm going to throat punch someone. My family is doing this to me and I don't understand do they not know where I've been working my whole freaking life?? I know having one of my own will be drastically different I know I will loose f****ing sleep for the rest of my life I know I know I know good God.

I'm sure there is going to be many more things that piss me off today and forever after this I can just freaking imagine once baby actually gets here what it'll be like. I'm just gonna put a sign on our front door that says "if you have opinions then you can just turn around and go home. We don't need visitors unless asked for." Be really b*tchy about it.