In July I lost my first baby at 6 weeks... and this last Wednesday I lost my second baby a 6 weeks again.... so not only have I lost my babies, I've lost my soul also. Christmas is right around the corner and this happens, and in less than 2 weeks it's my anniversary with my SO. Ohh and I have to start testing to figure out why I'm having these miscarriages... 'tis not the season...