So I've never had an issue with masturbating but for some reason I've recently felt ashamed of it...my boyfriend has absolutely no issue with it and like I said neither do I but when I do it, I feel like I'm doing it behind his back and being secretive (which I'm not...I'll leave my vibrator on the bed or on my dresser so I mean he sees it!) There are plenty of times where my boyfriend will use a toy on me and I love it! But just me by myself, I've felt selfish and ashamed of it. But it's only a recent feeling....anyone have this sudden change? Nothing has drastically changed in my life to cause this but it's probably been within the last 4 months or so that I've felt this!