I think about my son all the time, and for some reason I didn't buy him anything for Christmas to put on his grave site. I didn't even really think about it until I had to come to my mom's house, we buried him at our family plot close to where she lives, I live 2 hours away. I feel like a bad parent like how could I forget my son on Christmas. How can you even be a parent to a child in heaven? I'm so sad.