Soooo. ..

My husband made me feel bad unknowingly. He's very supportive in our ttc. I told him that he needs to stop smoking (cigarettes and weed) and he makes a comment that he knows his soldiers March. So I guess he's implying I'm the problem...I've been doing everything right and nothing. Maybe God doesn't want me to be a mom...I feel so defeated. He has a three year old daughter and it just further reminds me that I'm the problem. :(