Early Miscarriage

Ashton
After a year of TTC, PCOS diagnosis and 2 rounds of meds. I found out 2 weeks ago that I was pregnant, but my HCG was only 8.5. The it went up to 22, now it's back down to 12. The fertility clinic said I'm starting to miscarry. I also just started spotting. I know it's only 2 weeks but I haven't been able to stop crying. I can't control my emotions right now. I feel like I'm back to square one and that my dream of becoming a mommy is getting further instead of closer. Anyone have a viable pregnancy soon after an early MC
Any coping advice?