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2nd miscarriage.

delete • Fri, Dec 23

I can say that 2016 has been the most devastating and challenging year of my entire life.

My wonderful husband and I have been trying to have a baby for about 2 years now, in April 21, 2016 we miscarried our first baby at 10w3d.

I thought I would never be happy again for the longest time.

2 days before thanksgiving I found out I was pregnant with our rainbow! But I have been bleeding for 12 days now and the doctor confirmed today that I am miscarrying again.

I'm only 23 years old! I don't know why this is happening to me.

I just want it all to be over.

We were planning on announcing on Christmas because the family is finally all together and now I can't even pretend to be excited about Christmas. I just want this to not be happening right now. I want a pause button or a rewind button.

I am absolutely miserable.

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