can't help but feel like a let down

So me and my so have wanted a family for two years now but only found out two months ago I don't ovulate so currently taking clomid, but when every test I take is negative I can't help but feel upset (obviously before I found out I didn't ovulate) but still feel like a let down, anybody else feeling the same way? 😞
I know he loves me enough to be patient & wait till it eventually happens but it still doesn't stop me from feeling worthless..