I am almost 19 and 5 weeks pregnant. The possibility of me keeping their baby is slim to none for a few complicated reasons. I remember even when i was young and learned where babies come from, the idea of labor scared me. The fact that I am growing a tiny human in me hasn't really sunk in yet, but that doesn't mean that my fear or labor and delivery is anywhere near gone. Does anyone have any advice? I'd also like to know what it feels like when you have an epidural because I don't understand how you can't feel anything, even with the medication. I am very desperate to be educated!