Christmas nightmare

What was suppose to be the best Christmas of my life has quickly become the worst. 3 days ago I had a miscarriage at 12 weeks only a few days before we planned on telling my family and posting for the world to know. Instead of being at my parents house happy and celebrating we are now at home crying to each other begging for the pain to stop. I can't help but think Christmas is forever ruined for us I will always think of it as the holiday we lost our baby girl.