15 years old--Need Help

Claudia • Layla Elise + Caiden Felix
Well, I'm 15 and pregnant. My dad punched me in the face, beat the living fuck out of me, and kicked me out. My mother has admitted to not wanting anything to do with me and was abusive with me. Allowed her boyfriends to be abusive with me before I moved with my dad. I was on birth control pills and never missed a day. My father has set a warrant on me and calling me a runaway and I can't go back to school now. I went to the child protection agency and failed to say I was pregnant. I was scared. They just brought me home and he beat me up again. We lived with his parents and they allowed the beatings, also. I left again. I'm safe. I can't say where exactly I am. It's Christmas and I'm so depressed. What do I do? I just want to go back to school. I have no one to go to than where I am right now illegally. Anyone in my family will return me to my father just like the police did. What to do? Even though my dad beats on me, I do love him, and I do miss him but I can't go back. Pictures of after a few days when he punched me in the face with a big ring on. I need help. I used to drink and do xanax, hydrocodone, muscle relaxers, smoke weed, and cigarettes but baby caused me to stop all of that. I just need someone's help please.