to be happy or stressed? I'm so confused on how to feel.....

I took 2 test last week with faint lines but very visable. Today I decided to take a clearblue digital test to officially confirm! For some reason I am in disbelief. But here it is....... My hubby I know will not be happy with this. Which causes me to feel so uncertain. He made me get An abortion back in march at 6 weeks and now I feel like he is going to be so mad. I told him I would never get another abortion to do me almost losing my life but idk how to tell him. He thought I was on birth control so we had unprotected sex once in my ovulation week. How should I go about this?