my ttc journey I hope this helps someone not lose hope

I had a miscarriage in August. My husband and I had been trying to conceive ever since. It was difficult and when AF would show I would get very upset. This month my period decided to be 5 days late and every day that I tested I got a BFN. I had a weird spotting that only lasted a day and just assumed I was getting my period soon. This morning I woke up and took a test at 5 days late and finally it was positive. I have no idea when I ovulated because I was never able to get a full positive on the strips and never had a peak flashing face on the clearblue digital. So I missed my surge. I just hope this helps someone that's desperately trying. Baby dust to everyone!!